Here's to hope

Looks like it has been a while since my last update, almost 2 months in fact. I only tend to post when something motivates me to do so, for example if someone tells me to or if I'm suffering from any particularly strong emotions. Most of the time my motivation for writing in this blog comes from a negative place, it's not often happy or upbeat but hey that's the way I live my life.

Today I'm feeling rather optimistic about things, about life, and that's a very rare and unusual occurance for me. A few good things have happened to me recently, not a large number when I sit down and count them out on my fingers but all the same they're significant and I'm thankful for them.

Certain aspects of my life seem on track. Some parts of myself I'd forgotten have woken up and come back to me. I don't know if the nice things that've happened recently are just the product of fate or luck or whatever but I'd like to think I've had some imput in making them happen. Maybe I'm not such a lost cause and perhaps there is something to me afterall. Perhaps the biggest thing to realise is that maybe, just maybe, if I try once in a while I won't fail, I'll succeed.